Now we are back to a routine. A morning check list of :
get dressed
brush hair
eat breakfast
brush teeth
get lunch
get folder and back pack
get water bottle
get clothes and shoes for after school practice
get shoes on
and run out the door!!!
There is no time for lounging around in pajamas or tolerance for un-brushed hair and teeth! We must get there on time to avoid the dreaded pink tardy slip which is really more of a reprimand for mom that it is for the kids, let's face that fact. And tomorrow we will have to be more than on time. We will have to be early if we want to get a parking space.
Although I will miss our leisurely pace I have let a lot of things go that need my attention. My house is getting a little out of control. Particularly my basement. We need to purge a lot of things and clean with a shop vac if ya know what I mean. Your average Hoover cannot handle what is down there! I need to organize closets and drawers. My girls want a room upgrade that got started this summer but will involve painting their room which I quickly realized would need to wait until the fall. And I plan to make more freezer meals so that homework hour is not so tough with me trying to help all 3 and cook over an open fire. So there you have my to do list for the fall, along with do 2 Bible studies every week, walking the dog, train for a half marathon, help Scott with Acuity stuff, do laundry, wipe toothpaste out of sinks, drive the Gilbert Toodie (our van's name) shuttle, dust, vacuum, play tennis and watch the news. I do not read as most of you know but I do love to keep up with current local events :) Which brings me to my next list.
And along with my list of to-do's comes my list of worries. I am a little worried about my Emma this year academically and socially. She is worried too. I hate this for both of us. I am trying to not jump to conclusions because it is only the night before school starts and not the 3rd quarter, but I also know she is not where she should be. I am afraid that she has fallen behind this summer and I blame myself. I have nagged her to read, I have taken her several times to the library to find something she likes to read, I have brought 20-30 books home for her to try. I have extended effort. An effort that has proven to be unfruitful. She has no interest in reading. I have given up. I am praying that her teacher will not be shocked by her lack of ability to read. I also pray that she can foster a love for reading that I have been unable to do this summer. I joke a lot that I do not read. I probably need to clarify that. I do read. I was an excellent student. I just don't read for fun. I read to learn what I want or need to learn. I am resourceful. I have never been one to read fiction or get "lost" in a book. Maybe my Emma is the same way. I don't know, but I worry about her.
Maybe she will love to watch the news!
So as I fall asleep tonight I will be praying for my Emma. She is also worried about some "playground issues" that kept her awake last night. She is a very complex kiddo all wrapped up in knit pants, mary janes, crazy teeth and bangs. I know God understands her and created her as complex as she is for his glory. I know he knows what is best for her and I trust him with her although it is hard.
Each school year brings a new set of challenges. Each year they are older and even more complex. It takes more than a new backpack to get them ready.
We can do this! Goodbye summer! See ya in the morning, school!






